Tomorrow, we find out the progress of my cancer cells.
So, right now, we have heavy hearts and anxious stomachs.
They call it 'scanxiety'... the anxiety you feel, before the cancer check ups.
Mum probably won't sleep, tonight. She'll lie awake, worrying. She'll imagine all the bad words they might say... she knows them, because she has heard them all before.
Every time we drive to Sydney, for my cancer check ups, Mum cries. She will cry tomorrow. It's so hard, and she puts on such a brave face, that most people never even see her cry.
Dad's working tonight, so he won't be home to help her.
Here's hoping for good news. xx
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