She was 31 weeks pregnant.
She was tired, worried and still sick.
She remembers sitting on the couch, cradling her belly and in tears, saying to Dad "I just want this baby out now".
Mum loves us, but she does not love pregnancy and pregnancy does not love Mum. Mum remembers this conversation and it makes her sad.
She wishes she could take it all back. She wishes she could have been pregnant with me for just a little while longer.
She's sorry.